Bare branches hang low
heavy with fat buds that seem
reluctant to bloom.
Bare branches hang low
heavy with fat buds that seem
reluctant to bloom.
You’ve only been gone four days
but I already feel myself
unraveling
without you.
We are all allowed
one leap of faith
one reckless decision
one act of sheer rebellion
in this life, right?
I’m ready to cash mine in.
I walk furiously
toward the sunset
like I’m not running late for class
like that fiery star in the distance
is my destination
and that I’ll get there
soon
to be baptised by flames
and be born again.
Like a stubborn bride
the sky refuses to lift
her thin white veil.
How am I meant to wake up
and live like the living
when the whole city
is suspended in a dreamlike haze?
A roomful of hungry hearts
tender for the touch
of something holy.
We wait
with arms raised
for a floodlike love
to wash us, carry us,
and set us loose
from this dark place
this joyless race
into everlasting light.
As I walk off the week
on a Friday night
I look around and try
to suck beauty
like sap
from the still-dead trees
of winter
I just want to
vomit up
my rotten heart
and ask the Lord
for a new one.
These are not
the beautiful kind
of blues.
With every day that passes
I more keenly feel
the pains of this chasm
stretching deeper and wider
starving
for something
to satisfy it.